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Sissify Yourself: January 2014


- Yeah, I'm telling you, Stacey!! He's like, I don't know, under a spell or something!!!

- I can't... no, please! let me say it!

- I can't deal with it anymore!!!

- He's like, a different person now!

- What?? No! It's not my imagination!!!

- I'm telling you! I'm sure he doesn't even like me anymore! As a woman I mean...

- In fact, I'm pretty sure he doesn't even like women at all now!!

- No I'm not crazy!!!!

- Do you...

- Do you keep secrets...?

- Well... 

- You are the first person that I talk about it but...

- But... me and Brian haven't slept together for more than six months....

You whispered. You were trembling. Your phone almost fell off your hands. 

- Yes, I'm still here...

- You have to believe me, Stacey.

- Brian is not the person you once knew!

- I don't know what happened to him.

- It's like another person's spirit took over in him. I can't explain what is going on.

- You have to see it with your own eyes. I can not describe it.

- I tried to hide it for so long. But it's obvious now. I can't keep it a secret anymore. I have to do something. I have to tell someone, you know? I mean, I have to help him, Stacey! Something's clearly wrong with him!

- Brian would never dress the way he dresses now! Or talk the way he talks! Or, or... fuck I can't even talk about it...

- Well if you see it, you will understand...

- Brian is a totally different person now...

- Yeah at first I thought it was the work pressure, but hey, he recently asked me to call him "brat" for crying out loud!! How the hell is that going to help him blow off the steam???

- I'm sorry about all this, Stace, but I didn't know where to go!
- It's just that I feel so humiliated. I'm sure everybody's asking what the hell am I doing with a gay "so-called boyfriend". But I have to know, Stace!! I know something terrible happened to him! This is not my Brian!! My Brian was a ladies-man, you know??? My Brian hated all those feminine looking men! Always saying they were pathetic and had to be extinct!! He would never even think.... fuck it's so damn hard...
- Yeah, I'm sorry...
- It's just.. fuck.
- I KNOW HE'S CHEATING ON ME, STACE!!!
- THAT'S IT!
- I'VE KNOWN IT FOR MONTHS!
- AND IT'S NOT WITH A WOMAN!
- I'M SURE OF IT!!!
- ...
- I SWEAR SOMETIMES HIS MOUTH SMELLS LIKE.... FUCK!! IT'S SO HARD!!!!
- ...

- I know, baby... thank you... I know I can count on you...

- Thank you, so much Stace. So damn much...

- I love you so much, baby.

- Yeah, that's it!!! I'm gonna follow him! Find out what the fuck he is doing at nights, when he says he's at work!!

- I know he isn't!!! Brian never stayed at work more than an hour!
- No... I mean... 
- ...
- You mean that...?
- God, thank you, Stacey... if you say so...
- I'll pick you up in an hour!



2 hours later...



- Hello, Ms, how can I help you?
- Yeah, hi. I'm here to see Mr Holloway. 
- I'm sorry, Ms, but it is 10 'o' clock, you know. There's noone left in the building as far as I know.
- Wait, what??
- What's wrong Ms? I said there's noone in the building.
- Stacey, did you hear that??? She says "there's noone in the building"!!!
- Is there a chance that there's someone working up there for whom you just don't know about? I mean there are hundreds of people working in this company...
- Are you saying I don't know how to do my job, Ms? Mr Holloway is the CFO, you think if he WAS here, I wouldn't know about it?? - I SAID: THERE'S NOONE LEFT IN THE BUILDING! NOW, YOU WANT ME TO SAY IT AGAIN?
- Well, yeah, okay then, but you see.. I'M HIS FUCKIN WIFE!!! AND I DON'T KNOW WHERE THE FUCK TO LOOK FOR MY FUCKIN HUSBAND!!!! SO, WILL YOU DO ME A FAVOR AND FUCKIN FIND HIM FOR ME, OR YOU WANT ME TO HAVE YOUR ASS FIRED!!!! HUH, MRS "BIGMOUTH-RECEPTIONIST"???
- Um...uhh...I'm...I'm so sorry, Mrs Holloway!! I was just doing, you know...
- Yeah, yeah, yeah now how can I find him????
- You want me... you want me to make a call to his secretary maybe? See if SHE knows something?
- Yeah, do not waste my time. Do it! NOW!
- Okay, okay!
- ...
- Hello? Mrs Stevens? 
- Yeah... listen. I have two women here. They say they are looking for Mr Holloway! 
- Yes, it's Ms Holloway...
- ...
- Okay, Mrs Stevens. I will...
- Thank you, Mrs Stevens...
- Well, Ms Holloway...
- I don't know how to say this.
- I don't know how is this possible..
- But it seems that Ms Stevens.... well... she knows where your husband is...
- WHAT???
- THAT BITCH!!!!
- She says... that... you wait here... and she'll come over...
- WELL TRY AND STOP ME!!!! STACY FOLLOW ME!!! WE'RE GOING IN HIS OFFICE!!!
- WAIT!! MS HOLLOWAY!!! PLEASE! YOU NEED TO COME BACK!! THERE NO ONE IN THE BUILDING!!! PLEASE!!! I AM NOT ALLOWED TO LET ANYONE IN!!!! PLEASE!!! I'LL HAVE TO CALL SECURITY!!!
- Call... and... you'll... get.... f...
- WHAT DID YOU SAY???? PLEASE COME BACK!!! PLEASE!!
- You'll....get...fired....
- Fuck! She's gone! What am I gonna do??? FUCK!!!!

***




- What are we looking for?
- I don't know yet! But I'm sure something's wrong here!!!
- And I'm gonna find out what it is!!!
- Who is that whore anyway????
- And what the fuck does she know about Brian????
- I have to find out!!!
- Who calls you in the middle of the night to ask you about your boss and you run like this????
- I knew something weird was going on in his job!!! I KNEW IT!!
- Look! There's some kind of light coming from his office!!! Come! Quick!!
- Are you ready? Open the door...
- ...
- NO, WAIT!!!! I HEAR SOMETHING!!!
- IT'S HIM!! STACY, IT'S HIM!!! I CAN HEAR BRIAN!!! COME HERE!!!
- WOW, YEAH. THAT'S DEFINITELY HIM..
- Well, then, what are we waiting for???? Let's go in!!!
- WAIT!! NO!!! NOT YET!!
- Why???
- Don't you see??? He's talking to someone!!! I have to see who 's he talking to!!!!
- Who do you think it is???
- I don't know!! I have no fucking idea!!!
- Be quiet!! We may be able to listen to him!!
- ...
- ...
- Do you hear anything...?
- I'M TRYING!!!!!
- He's....FUCK, NO! I CAN'T LISTEN CLEARLY!!
- We have to open the door!
- WHAT, EMMA, NO!!
- HE'S GONNA SEE US!!!
- No, he won't!!! I'll be careful! Just be quiet!!! Please...
- God, Emma, be careful....
- Shhhhh...
- There... I... he's... what the fu....
- What?
- He's... he seems to be...
- What??? Who's he talking to???
- I guess... no one...
- What? What do you mean?
- He seems to be... alone.. in this room...
- Really????
- Then.... who the hell is he talking to???
- I can't see.. it's too dark!!!
- He seems to be... what the fuck... 
- He's staring at his PC or something...
- His PC??? Why???
- I have no idea!!!
- What the fuck???? HE'S WEARING HEADPHONES!!!
- HEADPHONES???? WHY??? EMMA... I'M SCARED!!! SOMETHING 'S GOING WRONG HERE!!!!
- I know... please.. we have to stay calm...
- If we stay quiet we may listen to what he's saying...
- Here...come closer...
- You see?
- Oh my God... he seems to be... in a daze or something...
- What is he staring at???
- AND WHAT CAN HE POSSIBLY BE LISTENING TO????
- Shhhhh!!!! LISTEN....

- I want to be a secretary.
- I can not be anything more than a secretary.
- I am afraid to be anything other than a secretary.
- I am afraid of my current job.
- I can't do this anymore.
- I am not good with numbers.
- I am not good with grammar.
- I am not good with multitasking.
- Everyday I get worse and worse in my job.
- There is not such thing as simple tasks.
- Even answering the phone can be tricky.
- I know it deep in my heart that I am not good at anything.
- Everyday I try to fool people into thinking I'm smart.
- They will soon know the truth about me though.
- I can't hide it for long.
- I am not smart.
- I am dumb.
- I am a ditz.
- I am an airhead.
- I do my best to hide it.
- I need my assistant's help.
- My assistant is way more clever than me.
- My assistant is my icon.
- I respect my assistant.
- My assistant must become my boss.
- I must help my assistant become my boss.

- WHAT THE FUCK IS HE TALKIN ABOUT STACY?????


- ARE YOU LISTENING??
- WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON HERE????

- I am not allowed to call my assistant by her first name.
- I will never address my assistant by her first name.
- Every time I call my assistant Mrs Stevens, I will feel my self esteem shrinking.
- I must obey Mrs Stevens.
- I have no choice.
- I must do as I'm told.
- I must follow her commands at all times.
- I am her bitch.
- I am her...

- WHAT - THE - FUCK ???????????
- FUCK!!!!!!
- BRIAN!!!!!!!!!! WAKE UP!!!!!!!!!! 
- WAKE UP!!!!!!
- COME ON, STACY! QUICK! TAKE THE HEADPHONES OFF!!!
- WE HAVE TO WAKE HIM UP!!!!
- Okay!!
- Brian!! Brian!!! Wake up!!!
- Come on, baby..
- You're with me now...
- I'm getting you out of here..
- Emma! What should I do with these things?
- I don't know! I don't even know what the fuck we're dealing with!!
- Here. Now. Please! Help me wake him up! 
- Brian!
- Brian!
- Please, baby wake up...
- You're safe now..

- I obey Mrs Stevens...


- I am her bitch...
- I am...

- NO, BABY!!
- PLEASE!!! WAKE UP!!! 
- YOU'RE WITH ME NOW!!!
- YOU'RE SAFE WITH ME, BABY!!!!
- PLEASE...


- I must be a good secretary..
- I must be a good girl...
- I must help Mrs Stevens...
- I must...


- BABY PLEASE!!!!! WAKE UP!!!!

*SLAP*

- CAN YOU HEAR ME????

*SLAP*

- I obey Mrs Stevens...

*SLAP*

- NO, BABY!!!
- YOU OBEY NOONE!!!
- WAKE UP, BABY!!!!
- I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!!!
- PLEASE, WAKE UP!!!
- IF YOU STILL LOVE ME, JUST PLEASE, WAKE UP, BABY!!!
- ...
- ...
- ahhh...
- YES!! YES, BABY!! IT'S ME!!! EMMA!!!!
- E...mmm...mma.....
- YES, BABY!!! EMMA!!!! 
- I'M HERE NOW!!!!
- I'M GETTING YOU OUT OF HERE, BABY!!!!
- OH, BABY!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH...
- H....e......lp......me.....
- OH MY LOVE... I WILL HELP YOU MY LOVE...
- I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, BABY..
- I KNEW SOMETHING WAS GOING ON...
- ....s...h..e.....she...
- I KNOW, BABY!!! I KNOW!!!!
- SHE WILL PAY! JUST TRY TO STAY WITH ME, SO THAT WE GET YOU OUT OF HERE!!
- I LOVE YOU SO DAMN MUCH, BABY!!!!
- SHE WILL PAY FOR WHAT SHE DID TO YOU!!!!!
- I LOVE YOU SO MUCH....
- .....I.....l....o...ve....yo...u........

- Oh....look at those two lovebirds...
- Aren't they sweet???

- YOU!!!!!!!!
- I'M GOING TO KILL YOU!!!!!
- Me??? Hehehehe!!! Oh my God, you are so pathetic...

Emma tries to slap Catherine, but she dodges it. A bit too easily some might notice. Instead. She grabs her arm and squeezes it tight. Emma lets out a silent scream.



- Oh look at you. You are a so adorable...
- STACY!! S..O..MET..H..ING'S... WRO..NG HE..R..E! HELP ME! I CAN'T... LET GO...!!
- Stacy? Is that her name?
- Well then..
- Stacy! Answer me, dear. How many versions of me can you see now?
- Don't get me wrong. I mean, you seem a little spaced out. That's all.
- Emma... I don't feel... very...w..e..ll... 
- WHAT.. ARE YOU...DOING.....TO US???
- Oh... come on, baby...
- Why don't we ask little Stacie here?
- Stacie??? Are you still with us?? Is everything okay???
- I feel... Emm...a....
- Emma is here with me now, dear! She's okay! Am I right, baby?
- What....are...you...doing...to..us..??

Catherine holds Emma from behind. She leans in and starts giving her small wet kisses up and down the side of her neck. Emma tries to say something but she lets a tiny moan instead. Catherine's hands run through the dizzy girl's hair. She gently nibbles her ear and starts whispering. Emma can feel Catherine's hot breath rushing through her weak body.


- You are drugged... she whispers.
- You were inhaling the drug, while trying to save your poor husband...
- Through the ventilation system...
- I was watching you from the cameras...
- You made a terrible mistake coming here... she takes gentle nibbles on her ear lobe. Emma moans.
- It all seems like a dream now...
- YOU ARE NOT... Catherine moves her fingers from her ears towards her chin. She gently puts her hand in her mouth. Emma stops.
- You are tired...
- And happy...
- Do not try to resist...
- See, our friend Stacie?
- Look how friendly she looks now.
- I think she's smiling...
- Hey, "brat". What are you looking at? Here! Take these handcuffs and put them on little Stacie...

Emma tries to say something. Catherine presses her mouth harder. You can see the agony in her eyes. She has no power at all. It's as if someone had sucked everything out of her. Everything but her soul...
- Do I have to say it again, dear?

Brian's face was empty. Blank. But his eyes... You could see he was fighting inside. And screaming....

- ...
- ...
- DO, I???
- .....N....N.....N...o.......Mrs......S..te.v..en.s....

He stood up. Like a puppet. He took the handcuffs from Catherine and put them on Stacy. He tied her up in a chair. Stacy did nothing.



- Good girl.

Catherine leans in Emma's ear again. While doing so, she starts caressing her breasts. Emma moans. She moans hard as she feels the hands of the woman that destroys her life. She feels as if she's living an erotic dream. Catherine gently squeezes her ass. Her hands send shivers down the dazed woman's spine.


- You thought you could just take the headphones off him and everything was going to be back to normal...?

Emma feels Catherine's breath entering her brain. Messing with her mind.


- I've been doing this to your husband for 6 months now...
- Every. *kiss* single. *kiss* night.

Catherine's wet tongue travels all over the weak girl's ear
- He is my pet now, my dear love...
*kiss*
- Everyday he's becoming more and more of the girl that I need to have in my office...
*kiss*
- But I'm sure you already know that, don't you?
- I'm sure you haven't had sex with your beloved hubby for months now, right?

Emma tries to speak again. But the world is spinning now for her.
- Oh poor baby...
- Your husband is way different from what you remember...
- I always thought you would just divorce him someday...
- It would have been so much easier for you, baby...
- It's would be the "my-husband-is-gay-and-i-didn't-see-it-coming cliche, honey. It was going to be a nice story. With a happy ending. You would probably find another guy. Have his kids. Suck his cock once in a while and live happily ever after.
- But you had to come for him...
- It would be so much easier...
- Now we will have to work on you and your friend as well.
- But never mind, dear...
- I guess we'll have to take the best out of this... right?
- I'm sure your husband will feel much more comfortable with a more open-minded wife, don't you think?
- I think he'll develop perfectly.

Emma's head was spinning.



- "Brat"! Come and handcuff your wifey.
- Which CD were you listening to?
- The "Career Path", I think...
- Okay. Bring the "Orientation" CD and put the headphones on those two, while I modify the "Whore Yourself" one.
- It seems you'll have 2 new friends to keep you company from now on, dear.
- Now that I think about it, they'll come in handy..
- They'll not gonna claim what's yours though, baby. Don't worry. The 3 of you will have a totally different personality...
- To fit my needs of course. 
- Isn't that great??
- Yes... Mrs Stevens...